Poetry

Winter | Spring:

Saigon 1975 / Natalie Linh Bolderston

after ‘Mirror’ by Rita Dove

Lotus Flowers (1887–1897) by Ogawa Kazumasa. Original from The Rijksmuseum. CCO - Public Domain.

Lotus Flowers (1887–1897) by Ogawa Kazumasa. Original from The Rijksmuseum. CCO - Public Domain.

 
 

Home

forward and backward-facing.

Horsehair hammocks

catching sparks.

Singed Christmas trees.

Come, unholy,

to beg

the names of God, the

kingdom, united but broken.

Siphon

light draining from eyes.

Daughters hold fires

like honey in floating gods, like

unrecitable scripture.

New Offensive:

light orange gas.

Land that shakes

like crouching tigers, like

old bodies, smoking men, fatigued

tar-wrapped hearts.

Boats buckling with scarred women,

weapons hidden against trembling wrists.

Shadows of families

escape to nowhere.

Want of breath

changes nothing.

Home

facing backward and forward.

Hammocks, horsehair,

sparks catching

trees. Christmas singed

unholy. Come,

beg to

the God of Names, the

broken but united kingdom.

Siphon

eyes from draining light.

Fires hold daughters

like gods floating in honey, like

scripture: unrecitable.

Offensive new

gas. Orange light

shakes that land

like tigers crouching, like

fatigued men, smoking bodies, old

hearts, tar-wrapped.

Women scarred with buckling boats,

wrists trembling against hidden weapons.

Families of shadows –

nowhere to escape.

Breath of want –

nothing changes.

 
 

Natalie Linh Bolderston is a Vietnamese-Chinese-British poet. She was a runner-up in the 2019 BBC Proms Poetry Competition, came third in the 2019 National Poetry Competition, and received an Eric Gregory Award in 2020. Her pamphlet, The Protection of Ghosts, is published with V. Press. Find her on Twitter @NatBolderston.